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Some guy's motorcyle broke down in front of our house, and it picked the right house, because my dad loves motorcycles. So do I, but I'm super useless unless you want oohs and ahhs from me... Dad gave him some food and water. So he might kill us. We're out of coke so I'm filling the void in my heart with strawberry fanta. Continuing to work on idols vtubers vampires and visual novels page c;

Oh cool it's a full moon today

(Photo taken at 5:40pm)
Looking very cheesy

...vvv me throwing a fit because someone is funnier than me

I wish i was cool like Them. I wish i was Cool. Fairy god mother
every time i remember they exist i take damage like ugh... you have too many friends and are liked a lot by the general public. well i dont like you for that.
theyre too similar to me and have too many friends theyre like a better me if i was better in every way they have everything i wish i had im just a lonely UNFUNNY loser. putuehhh
and i dont even know them like that this is just a whole idea i have of them. N i hate it. Stupid loser... except they are stupider and loserly in a cooler and better way than i am
like i dont hate them for it its not their fault i dont wish theyd go to hell for it (or do i) but its like reflecting off on me everything they do is just so much better and they matter and actually do things that are like wow i wish i was that. i hate it
this happens so much this is the 3rd person thats been "a better version of me" come on,... and id be cooler if i just didnt complain or have these loser feelings or be ashamed of being so stupit but i cant take it bra...
im so boring and they always hsve interesting things to talk about and stories theyve never been boring in their life.😔😔😔😔and i cant do anything about it because im a homeschooled loser with no friends and no trouble to get up to.
and everything everyone likes about them i dont have its ugghhhhhhh😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔and everyone i know would chose them over me even if they wont admit it. God im such a loser. ive gotten over the constant need to impress anyone and prove that im not always this stupid but
some people are just so much better than me i cant even help but compare myself its like that with everyone my age esp irl thats why i hate hanging out with kids my age bc theyre all better than me and normal and we have nothing in common and im just bad and worse and boring
itd be better if i could just block and move on but everyone on here knows them because they just have so many friends and are so funny and cool ill never escape.
qhy am i INFERIOR TO YOU
fuck my boring stupid nothing useless no matter how hard i try life im never going to be who i want to be im just as impossible as the rest and theres nothing interesting about me and even when i try i do it wrong and im bad. and i make everything worse
And ill never get what i want
I HATE MYSEWF! and this stupid thing doesnt even know how to talk about her feelings without sounding mean! she always does everything wrong!! just watch her! shes so stupid you can smell out her plan a mile away... thats how stupid she is
God... and you feel so bad you just have to scoff at her... because theres really nothing to help the situation shes in... ill never be anything worth something... im a mushy banana.... and only weirdos like mushy bananas
Everything is against her like those balls in that hungry crocodile game im like a ball and everything is taking a bite out of Me. ill only end up nowhere and i cant escape. everything is pit against me i was born like this...
i wish i never grew out of eating apple sauce and sucking mommys nipples bruh.i m such a lost cause in every single way. serial killers and terrorists have done more good for the world than ill ever be worth bc at least they did something i just do nothing but be stupid all day
with every single thought and action i amount to nothing ever im negative space i could have been a beautiful baby girl and everything and an inspiration but all my wrongs and stupids have left me with nothing...
i know this whole thing is an entire negative self and life reflection when i havent even started my life like u havent even gotten ur first job yet ur life has barely even started of course you have done nothing all day ur in the same bucket as 3 yr olds but everyone else my age
has accomplished something im so useless
sometimes someone will notice and try and make me useful for something and ask for help but it gets worse because im not even as useful as i look im dead nothing . im exactly how i say it
i guess i dont actually feel this way i know im not worth nothing n ive done stuff some people cant do and there are even more useless people out there but comparing myself is such a setback and u cant just tell me not to do it😔😔
every piece of advice and help is totally useless because im so useless i dont even try to help myself and it makes me feel worse because it does nothing i just reject everyone when they try to provide comfort or help n i guess all i can say is Sorry for being so so so helpless
im so useless its twisting my spine back into my ribs!!!!

ok im done i dont care anymore thats all i had to say.