I started cutting myself in early december 2024, had been interested for a while before then. I just wasn't sure if I was going to enjoy it at all, so I put off ordering proper tools and care products to get started Click here to scroll to the beginning. For now here's the current state of damage on my thighs lol
2/13/25
Just healing
1/31/25
Here's yucky
1/24/25
The most annoying cut EVER It hurt so bad all the time and kept reopening
It's definitely because of the placement. It's too close to the inside of my leg. That shit eating cut from 1/14
+ All of the juice leaking from my wounds, it drips down my leg while I'm walking around after my shower brushing my hair n stuff
1/23/25
A+ on the depth for these, they're all the same colored scars
Probably the most fun I've had cutting
Who's playing in the background? Don't worry about it
Hesitated cutting on my left thigh for forever
1/19/25
God this was actually so messy. especially for how little I cut
I kept trying to find ways I could free bleed, because I need both hands to do this!! And I moved to my bathroom and sat down for a little of it, as pictured in the 3rd photo...and that was dripping everywhere
I stood up and moved to my shower and it's so small and my right leg was just covered in blood at this point. Also both of my hands. And to avoid fainting, which I was already dizzy before getting in the shower, I was chugging this coke and leftover taco bell and mcdonalds....... wow
Then that was way too much and I had to shower. I got the blood off the floor fine... whatever I'm almost out of tp next time I'll think a little harder or something
I'm running out of room on my right thigh. yumyum blades arrived
1/15/25
Hurts none
The cuts closer to the bottom left in the middle pic are really irritated. Obvious for being so close to the inside of my thigh but I want to move towards the top more
1/14/25
Had a big mcdonalds meal before this so I was confident in surviving
This pro gamer set up... probably the deepest I've gone. Really long and satisfying
1/12/25
Forgot to take a pic of the bandage after I woke up before crumpling it up into the trash bin. Disappointing
I replaced it after my shower in the morning, this is what it looked like by evening
12/22/24
That was yesterday's
Haha.. when I learned to wait for it to stop bleeding before bandaging. This was a small jelly blood mess
Funny pose but I liked the way my scars squished up super small when I lifted my leg.
This was later that night
A lot of shallow cuts like this look soooo pretty, but they're suchhhh a pain!!! Really
Healing, it was so dry. Like terribly. My skin peeled for days
Also so much more irritated and hurt and ITCHY than anything else. Christ
Barely scarred tho. If that's what ur into. Only if you look real closely it'll be a few scratches
12/21/24
Update from night before
And also a few more
Plus, my kit, or something
Tried videos... not really sure if they're for me since I have an amount of hesitation that's annoying to watch and take a lot of time between cuts. Plus staring at photos is just so much easier
Maybe just every once in a while, or for special occasions
12/20/24
Here's the damage done from the night before, and fresh ones later that night
Here I was cutting in my bathroom so I didn't need to stash materials in my room or walk back and forth for water. Also an excuse for privacy and being busy lol
Sorry, occupied, slitting!!!!
12/17/24
My scalpel arrived. Hurray!
I cut an X on my boob, and also deleted all of my photos out of fear...
12/16/24
This was my first ever cuts. My scalpel order hadn't arrived yet and I was getting a little antsy, so I tried with some scissors
Sure they're ugly but it worked and bigger I enjoyed it. I did more on my right thigh, they're the lightest and oldest scars on there
